it is unreal that heartbreak is an infinite thing. like the universe can just keep throwing it at you without maxing out or giving you time to breathe
i spend a lot of time putzing around and then i realize i guess i am living the dream, my regular life feels like a vacation
anyway it hit 0 degrees last night finally, so winter is here and i can continue to wake up at noon and get in bed by 7pm
finally got electricity and heat back to the RV since winters “over” now. it is still sorta light out at midnight. spent an hour throwing ice chunks at the snow on the roof to knock it off
counting down the days till it isn’t -25 degrees every night and i can move into the RV for the summer
tonight we laid on the roof of the abandoned school bus in the junk yard under the aurora 40 miles up, climbed a dump truck, explored an old shed, watched the aurora dance laying next to the old broken oven, climbed up the crane arm and watched the clouds roll in, log rolled down a hill, pushed each other over in the 4 feet of snow. it is perfect here
been thinking often about relaxing on a beach and seeing wild horses run by
things that have been happening
Arctic update: it is cold af up here and I am now an Aurora Borealis tour guide until summer 2017!
Alaska is going well. I live in a one room dry cabin and my out house is an old pay phone booth. I don’t ever want to leave.